UNDYING DREAMIt’s tranquil…
Everything around me is subtle and balanced.
Everything around me is as good as it always was.
Everything is almost settled after the gigantic turmoil.
I knew what I once loved was just an unreachable and surreal imagination.
I am sure it wasn’t just a simple distraction… it was something profound, unfathomable and pure.
But now I live in reality, and there is no place for the delicate crystal dream here.
So I have kept it, preserved it in a glass case.
Away from the world...Even my own world.
However I sometimes glance at it at times of solitude and intense glee.
It gives me strength and the feeling of chaste and easy love re-emerges,
The twin of which doesn’t exist and will never exist.
It is a feeling that cannot be duplicated.
One thing I can guarantee…
This preserved fantasy is something I will never let go of.
I can never let go of.
It once brought mystification but now fetches peace.
It is symbolized by the white, undisturbed and untainted lily.
No matter where I go I would take this flower.
I would put it along with the many bouquets of life I would get.
Not to recollect the past but to make the present beautiful.